September 21, 2009 - 1:49 am

I just read an interesting article about this man’s journals. He’s a designer so most of them relate to design ideas, but he includes lots of other things in them as well. At first, I was struck that for 26 years he continued to use the same type and size book. I have been all over the place with the books I’ve used since I started journaling. How wonderful it would be to have them all on a shelf, the same size, looking to tidy. Not to mention to have them actually close!
But as I read the article the second time, I was thinking about how inconsistent I am (well, in everything) in what I journal, how I journal, etc. I used to write a lot more and now I do more art. I have literally 5 different journals I’m working in right now. Not because they’re for different things, just because I keep starting new ones. I love starting them, but not staying with the same one.
This theme keeps reappearing in my life. My inconsistency. I have the same unanswered questions each time it appears. Do I really want to be more consistent? If so, then why don’t I work toward being more consistent? If not, why do I keep hammering myself about my inconsistencies? Is there a compromise in there?
I have been focused on nothing but moving and the wedding. I am all moved and have everything completed for the wedding. We haven’t gone “out” in quite a while so last night we went to an outdoor Merle Haggard concert at the local casino. It was so nice to get out. The weather was beautiful and the people-watching was rich! And Merle is always good.